Recap of a tiring week, christmas trees, imagination play, and some good Peloton rides

Aubrey and Clara love Christmas Trees

Monday I had the day off with the twins as our nanny was off, we went to a local storytime at a library.  After school I took Lily to her first Ballet and Tap class and then had one of Ezra's classmates over and it was super exhausting but I think everyone enjoyed.  

Tuesday was a work day, Andy was watching twins.  It was nice to have lunch with him! I did some stretching during the day as I've felt super inflexible lately.  In the evening I went to the gym with my gym buddy.  I was very tired but a gym session and catch up was much needed.

Aubrey at imagination play

Wednesday I was unexpectedly off work on childcare (unfortunately our nanny was ill) so I took the twins to a local imagination play that has AMAZING coffee and enjoyed a gingerbread latte.  During Nap I did a 30 minute Taylor Swift Life Of A Showgirl ride, and then the day was  made extra joyful when I saw San was on Peloton! We haven't crossed Pelo-paths in a while and it's so cool to know she's working out at the same time. I joined the yoga class she was doing (I was looking for yoga/stretching anyways) before realizing the class was intermediate level and I am beginner level but it was still fun and stretchy and brightened my day (both the stretch and the San sighting).  In the evening Andy and I did our logistics meeting.  There are a lot of logistics right now.

Thursday I was in the London office.  The day started at 4:45 so I could leave at 5:45 (I've recently decided 1 hour from wake up to out the door is the right amount of time for me and less than an hour feels rushed).  I drove to the station, arrived at perfect time for my 6:25 train, and then was told the car park was closed.  Instead I drove back to a station near our house, parked, and arrived in the office an hour later than planned.  Despite the hickup the rest of the day was good and it was good to interact with other people in person rather than all screen all the time.  I also ended up sitting next to a friend I hadn't seen for ages who happened to be going to london on the same day and on the same train!  Which was super random and cool.  I didn't get home until 9pm and was again very tired.

Friday is my day off with the twins.  I took them to a different soft play (because I totally lack imagination).  Actually, I wanted to take them to a local park for a walk, but with twins I don't feel I have them under control enough to protect them from dogs or from running off into other dangers.  There's a nice park with ducks but it has an unfenced lake so I don't go there.  It was slightly rainy so I didn't want to go to a play park.  It made me realize once again how off limits some of the world is with twins - I either have to strap them both into a pram or go to an enclosed space where I know they won't run off.   I wish I could free rein them more.  During nap I did a 45 minute turkey burn ride on Peloton which I really enjoyed.

Now it is the weekend.  I am pretty exhausted from the week. At the end of the weekend I will be petty exhausted from the weekend.  I think these are just tiring times.  

But in the midst of chaos kid times I occasionally get a cute photo like this:

Yes we did get our christmas tree on the Friday after Thanksgiving.  And decorated it on Saturday.  And the kids all have matching jumpers this year (thanks Vinted!).  And for a few seconds they were not fighting.

High energy weekends, all weekends, low margins, kids sports, turkey dinners

I'm never sure where the balance between doing "too much" and "not enough" is.  For instance - this weekend we did thanksgiving! We did a make-ahead turkey, which was super awesome.  We cooked the following:

• Turkey
• kale salad
• homemade brioche stuffing
• cornbread
• roast sweet potato
• mashed potato
• gravy
• green beans
• Pumpkin Pie (with homemade short crust pastry)
• Apple Pie (with homemade rough puff pastry)

It was kind of insane to fit that much cooking into a weekend that also still had 4 kids worth of chaos.  On Saturday the 5 and 7 year old stayed home in pyjamas in the morning while Andy cooked.  I took the twins to some shops to buy some random things.  In the afternoon Andy took Ezra and Clara to a friend's house while Lily had a play date and Aubrey and I watched a NYT video on how to carve a turkey while carving a turkey (me) and eating yogurt (her)

In the evening Andy and I went for drinks with a friend at a local very loud bar. I was very tired in the morning when Aubrey decided to wake up at 5:30.

Ezra went to grandma's house for a play date, but before he left we had 5 minutes of not rain and decided to try for a family photo.  We got one that was OK but man it is hard to get 4 kids looking good in a photo.  Also I wore lipstick and I thought I looked great and now I think I look clown.  Oops.

Here's an outtake:

Lily was given that dress recently in a hand-me-down box.  Ezra's jumper came from a charity shop a few years ago. Clara is wearing a matching jumper to Aubrey, which we were given from another twin mum recently.  We have been lucky with the hand-me-downs!

Then Andy and I took Lily and the twins to the pool, where we met up with other friends because apparently the indoor pool is the November hangout space.

In the afternoon we did a thanksgiving dinner, which was nice, but It always feels a bit odd to cook and eat a thanksgiving meal without friends around. We don't have a table big enough to have people over for meals at the moment (unless it's a one-pot situation) but someday I would love to make a thankgiving meal more of a friends and family thing and less of an excuse to eat a giant meal in a country that doesn't celebrate the holiday.  

On the other hand, I am so happy with my thanksgiving leftovers lunch today:

How many devilled eggs are in a serving? All of them.

Anyways, it was an exhausting weekend, but I feel like it was no more exhausting than any other weekend.  I don't think weekends with margins or chill out time exist right now, with twin two year olds.  I know they will exist soon. SO we may as well do a lot with our weekends, if they're going to be exhausting and chaotic either way.

And speaking of scheduling and lack of down time, I'm starting to feel my kids could use more sports/hobbies/things.  I never wanted to put them in classes before because I wanted to just have them happy playing at home, but what happens often is just fighting at home.  And also, their friends are doing classes... and some of my kids could use more friends from different places as well.  

Yesterday I signed Ezra up for tennis lessons on Saturday mornings and Lily is trialing Ballet/Tap on Mondays, starting today.  

The other problem with classes/things is getting kids there.  They currently swim on Tuesdays, which means I need to finish work 20 minutes early to drive them to lessons, and our Nanny watches the twins at that time.  I'm hoping one of Lily's classmates can take her to Ballet (it's across the street) and in exchange I'll drop her friend home after class... but I'll again have to finish work 10 minutes early on a Tuesday.  And again... we're paying a nanny for this time.

I guess really the question is "what am I optimizing for" and I do think it's good for kids to try different sports and activities... And the barrier to entry on sports is probably higher as they get older.  I am aware that I'm cutting back on rachel time / work time each time I commit to something like this.  

On a personal level, I haven't done much sport in over a week and I don't feel particularly caught up on anything.  At the same time, I'm unlikely to feel less caught up by adding a bunch more stuff in... right?

Oh, and speaking of chaos and low margin...  for whatever reason I've offered to join the PTA next year. Which is probably insane.  My list of 100 dreams included "be a treasurer somewhere" and I figured I was good with math/money and bad with other people's kids so maybe this was my way of giving back?  Or maybe also meeting other driven/career minded parents?  At the same time, I've spent the first 3 years of education making no effort and avoiding all social things, so perhaps I have made a terrible mistake offering to be involved.  

I guess I'll go to the AGM tonight and find out what sort of chaos I have volunteered myself for.

Have you been on a PTA?  Do you have kids in sports or classes? Did you do kids sports? Is ballet terrible and going to give Lily an eating disorder?  Is Tennis in December in Wales a terrible idea? 

Chaos family weekends, brave houseguests, a bit of wanderlust

I've never been a continuity blogger before - as you may know I dip in and out of life happenings and to do lists as if they hold equal value.  But now I'm behind in the blogging world and I don't really know what the most important thing to catch up on first is... so let's go for...

Clara made a friend!

It's Kyria!

Travel blogger extraordinaire and all around super cool human Kyria came to Wales last weekend, and I took the opportunity to do some local exploring with her and to appreciate how great it is for people to come visit chaos families with young kids.  She arrived on Thursday and as we took the bus to my house (I was on the way back from work) I said "when we get home the twins should be asleep, and then I'll put the big kids to sleep and we can have dinner" and instead I opened the door to four yelling kids having a chaos dinner.  Oops.  Kyria took it well, hung out with the big kids while I helped put the twins to bed, and even helped inflate her own airbed with the "help" of the 5 & 7 year olds.

On Friday Kyria babysat sleeping twins so Andy and I could go out to the Banff Mountain Film Festival in Cardiff.  I had bought these tickets in February so it was super fortuitous that we had a babysitter! I can't remember the last time Andy and I left the house on a Friday.  It was great.

On Saturday we visited an open air museum and then had a quick walk through Cardiff center.  In the afternoon Andy helped set up my touring bike so Kyria could do some cycle touring in Wales... Aubrey wanted to go on the test ride as well:

On Sunday we headed to my favourite local castle with just Lily and Clara.  It's a super photogenic castle and I got zero photos.  Oops. In the afternoon we got out for a quick local hike/walk up a local ridge.  Kyria replaced her travel backpack with a Clara backpack:

In the evening we had a takeaway curry dinner, and then on Monday Kyria caught the train to North Wales for her own cycle adventure.  

I did get a bit of wanderlust having such a cool adventure human in my house, and on Tuesday I booked a trip to France for me and the big kids in February.  We are going to Provence for 5 nights.  The flight out was only £50 for the three of us! The flight back was £230 for the three of us.  We are going to have to reevaluate our holiday budget for next year because I have big travel dreams now.

We have a slightly more chilled out weekend coming up, which is great because the kids are super tired and I am super tired and I I feel firmly in the "countdown to Christmas" now with 4 weeks left of work. On Sunday we are celebrating Thanksgiving (observed) since I'll be in meetings on actual Thanksgiving.  Yay turkey!

And then it's just 4 more working weeks till the Christmas holidays...!

Time constraints, feeling busy, too much life admin, twins are TWO!

It's been very rainy recently but look at this double rainbow!

I've apparently started NoBloPoMo - Like NaBloPoMo (National Blog Posting Month) but instead of blogging I'm just... not blogging.

Bloggers I love are doing lots of great posting and I'm so enjoying reading it when I can.  And then I also am feeling very pressed for time.

For instance, it's Thursday night.  Thursday night is my Rachel night - where I can get things done.  The things I want to get done are as follows

• Write a blog
• Update budget
• Buy school trousers for Lily as she's grown out of all.
• Buy a single airbed for future guests
• Take a shower
• Upload October photos to Snapfish
• Do grocery order (this is Andy's project, but he's out tonight and I'm adding some food)
• Wash kids school shirts so they have clean laundry for school photo day tomorrow
• Look at the month of November and map out all the sports I want to do and see if it makes sense and is possible
• Do a 10 minute stretch
• GO TO BED AT 9PM

The thing is... it's 8:10 right now.  That list is clearly totally unachieveable in 50 minutes.

I feel like I constantly have a list of things to do that I constantly won't get to.  I know that none of those things are super urgent, but I still wish I knew when I would have time to go through my list and get things done.  

My new job is great, but I spend most of my time in work actually working (obviously I always did this, employer!) so I can't really make any progress on personal admin in work time

Fridays are twin days, and the big kids are only in school for 6 hours, and twins sleep for 2 hours, and I just don't feel an abundance of time or energy on those days.

Weekends are hard, with lots of young kids at lots of varying levels of energy.  Generally if I do get an hour, I prioritize exercise over any admin.

This week I've been trying to get up earlier, at 5:30am again.  I realized I had started sleeping until 6 or 7am and getting up at the same time as the kids which was not ideal for my general morning happiness.  I know one could argue that I needed the sleep, but I was also going to bed later.

Andy and I had started watching a TV show together, which was super enjoyable, but I also became aware that I had added a 45 minute hobby into my day without thought.  TV obviously has a low barrier to entry, but if I could somehow fit an evening show in with Andy every evening then I should probably be able to fit other 45 minute things into my day.  And of all the things I want to do in the world, hanging out with Andy is high but watching TV is low.  I decided to start going to bed at 9pm again (easier with the time change!) and that has been good for waking up in the morning but bad for hanging out.

Anyways, always chosing one thing or another.  It just feels tricky and tiring right now.

I realized I haven't even posted since the twins turned 2!  Can you believe it?  I cannot.  I love 2.

Are you enjoying NaBloPoMo?  Are you feeling behind in everything?  Can you write a blog about it so I can read it?